If I ever see any of you in public, the code is “I like your shoelaces”
that way we know we’re from tumblr without revealing anything
I’m just going to say this to strangers until i find a tumblr person
must keep reblogering!! Im going to be so suspicious if any one tells me this now!
Remember the answer is: I stole them from the president.
Sexy, bad, & a dime
And of course they always call you fine
Words that describe your appearance and not yourself
The appearance you work hard on without any help
No assistance explaining what it is to be a women or a lady
Not just a piece of meat to be picked over and passed around how degrading
Nobody told you that A man who finds a wife finds a good thing and obtains favor from the Lord.
All you know how to do is sleep around like a whore
In your head you’ve convinced yourself that being loved is a crime
That you’re simply not worth someone’s devotion and time.
You try to build your self esteem with your looks
Forgetting that your head used to be buried in books
Education was intriguing until sex stole your sense
You traded your intellect for false confidence
To fall in love over and over again with men who never deserved you
Simple Men that only knew how to hurt you
because of them you are convinced true love does not exist
And now you have that demeanor like you’re angry and pissed
Your sisters, your friends, and even your mother have never been wives just simply baby mothers
Girls who got pregnant by a guy only to move on to another
So when you come across me who says marriage before motherhood
You look at me crazy “life ain’t that good”
You know that there is not a man that can stay completely true
Well at least not to a woman or maybe just not to you.
I have hope and faith in love and in life
That’s why I know in my heart I will be a wife
And if to you that makes me bourgeois or high maintenance
that’s fine I’m waiting on my man to find me I have patience
I won’t sit here and settle for the abuse, mistreat and men who don’t live up to their own hype
So I guess you are correct I am “that type”
Something else I wrote
So I missed 2 days of work this week 😔. All because of my freaking tooth. I got it pulled yesterday. OMG I was so happy this tooth has been giving me HELL. The pain would wake me up from my sleep…my sleep! And sleep is next to life lol it’s important. But anyway I have no vacation time soo I won’t get fired because I have documentation but I won’t get paid for those days either. Shit sucks but my dad told me not to worry about it…I thought that meant he would give me the money nope lol I just don’t have to pay him back for my plane ticket. I guess that works but not really. Smh I’ll figure it out.
On another note I’m going back to school in July. I’m looking forward to it. Living on campus and being in my own dorm. Being a student again being young again and going back to just getting my grades right. I have a lot of faith in my future. Now for my relationship..ehh we’ll be ok. I’m sure the beginning won’t be easy but we’ll make it work. We are not all under each other all the time anyway so the transition won’t be that difficult.
I’m transforming my entire image and I’m going to start being myself right off instead my normal quiet until I get comfortable. No more hiding my personality. And my image once again is going to soar. I plan to dress up more often and just be sexy. I’ve always been afraid to be that, afraid of what others might think but I have worked way too hard on my confidence and self esteem to just sit by and be average. I want to be THAT girl. The one who guys want and girls want to be around. That person that you really can’t hate because they’re not messy. I’m ready to be that positive, pretty ball of energy lol and do what I feel is comfortable.
Khayla has arrived lol and she is about to unpack and settle in lol.
That’s all for now.
I think that some men don’t realize that the struggle of monogamy is equally rough. I mean it just might be a little harder.
The way I see it men are the hunters, meaning I don’t make the first move -single or not-. So if you have someone approaching you especially someone who interests rejection is rough but women do it all the time.
Lol AND!!!! The thirst of men is more deliberate than the thirst of women…well in my experience.
Just something random that crossed my mind